STRESSED OUT!!!

I'm feeling a bit stressed right now with so much going on. Scott will be starting work in Miami towards the end of the year which will leave me here, alone with 3 kids for possibly 2 weeks at a time and then he will only be home for the weekend Lets see that is a total of 4 whole days a month with daddy !!! UGH the thought of that hurts my heart and I don't know how it will effect them or me for that matter!!! That in itself is enough to push me over the edge!! I don't handle not knowing or being able to plan my future and right now I have NO clue what the next 6mos to a year will bring( move? Sell the house in this market and loose our rears? be a virtual single mom?move my kids every few years for Scott's job??? can someone please give me the right answers!!!!). My next issue that just arouse was Jake's teacher had her baby and now there is a sub for the remaining 6 weeks!!! That is NOT GOOD NEWS!!(if only MS Sturba could have held on JUST KIDDING) but the sub has no idea about Jake and how Ms Sturba understood Jake and they had a good thing going so now I am very worried about how well he will do or should I say NOT do for the last part of the year!! I'm going to meet with her this afternoon to give her a Jake overview!!! I never thought it would be so hard to be a parent, you just never stop worrying or trying to keep "world" under control!!! If I have to raise the kids alone for an extended period of time I might just go postal!!! Oh.... now I know why I look older every day!!!! Please keep Jake's sub in your thoughts and me in your prayers!!!!